Where Were We???

0289
24 Oktober 2008

On my 22th birthday, 11 July 2008, I think I have made a big step for YT. Dunno where the idea came from, I went a great length in this blogging world by privating YT and came into hiding.

With me, I brought some of people that want to be with me - well at least want to hear from me.

Some of them eagerly gave their email address, so they can continue reading this blog, but there are some who refused to gave their’s as they claimed they email address is private and confidential. I said, screw them, take it or leave it! I’m the one who gave a bidding here. If you want to continue, then you must do some work! That was what I thought back then.

And the entries in YT continue…

In the hiding, with certain smaller amount of people around, I wish I want to make this YT to its old tone. What tone you may ask, well my old readers certainly know ‘the tone’.

But being among new readers, they do not see the significant of me privating this YT. They keep asking why.

And me, myself, after a few months, after all my entries being commented by the same person, with no expanding perspectives, my life get bored. And it makes me thinking to un-private this.

And it brought me to a question – why do I want to private this blog in the first place on July???

Here are some points that I can list:

1) ‘The tone’. If you are old readers, you know how the tone of this blog was. And it was bad. This blog has encountered some depressing moment, where the blogger keeps repeating, typing an entry over and over again, about how he hates the world, what he depressed most an so on.

When new readers come in a way, they only found out about the cheerful blogger, as 'the tone' keep fading away.

But for the blogger, he felt some kind of loss. The place where he can poured his heart without limitation has become a place where it is limited as it is gaining more readers over time.

Maybe the blogger want to hide who he was, and he need to write in ‘that tone; badly. Thus, he private this YT.

2) Expanding of friends. This blog has created lots of friendship in a unique way. Without noticing, the blogger have touched many other blogger in this intermingling of connection between the blogs and bloggers. And the friendship keeps expanding from time to time.

A problem occurred for the blogger. As he is a person who keep confused about one person and another, he felt it is hard to keep track on the expanding friendship. He keeps mixing bloggers profile, and sometimes when he want to comment their post, he endure a hard time to recall the details about the blogger.

For example, the profession of bloggers. There are two bloggers who put ‘teacher’ as their profession. And this handsome blogger keep confused about them! (but not anymore, as one of them has been ‘himpit’ in a KTM!)

3) Still on the expanding issue. When there blogger world is expanding, the blogger is loaded with a social workload – to repay back the visit that other blogger has done to YT. But, the blogger himself has been loaded by his life as a final years student!

Thus, the blogger feels bad when he don’t have time to do something good to the expanding friendship. Some of the blog that the blogger followed along these years also encounter a situation when the blogger do not have time to give any comment due to his responsibilities.

Thus, why adding them up? Private this blog, and the friendship will at stationary phase, and hopingly, the blogger can keep track on their posts.

But it is impossible, the blogger concluded. As everyday, there are numbers of entries being updated by this limited numbers of bloggers, and yet, the blogger cannot keep track on that!

So, what the hell, just opened the YT, and let all entries from those bloggers left uncomment, as the blogger himself is busy with his workload.

Thus, on this glorious Friday, October the 24th, I officially un-private back this YT.

Let this be the probation time for YT
If do not like what I get from this thingy, I can simply go back into hiding by privating this blog…

Some might love on this un-private thingy, but I assumed some might get angry as they have to do some effort by sending their email before!

Sorry, this step is taken after the blogger has took some time to think.
Well, maybe, for like – A MONTH!



p.s – maybe English tunggang langgang. Men taip je… bakal2 cikgu TESL dari UTM, sila check entri ini dengan pen merah ok!!!

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